12 months of Addison Reid

Oh, Addi... my Birdie.
We have learned so much this year! It's been my honor to kiss you every single day for an entire year. What a blessing you have been to your Daddy and I. Without the joy that you bring us, our hearts and our days are would not be so full, they would not be completely overflowing with our love for you. You are perfect for us, baby. I have made my fair share of 'mommy mistakes' in this year, but your caring heart has shown me forgiveness and love each and every time, without question. I want to be like that. I learn from you, sweetheart, the most valuable and truest lessons about love, kindness, happiness and about Jesus.

Sometimes, I look at you and I can see a glimpse of who you will be when you are grown. I see a goofy toddler with blonde pigtails, picking flowers and running through the grass after a bunny. I see a little girl, sitting on her bed, surrounded by all of her favorite stuffed animals, baby dolls and books, and she is quietly reading to herself. I see a ten year old, helping her Daddy pack up the truck with tents, fishing  poles, lanterns and marshmallows, so excited and giddy for their annual Daddy-Daughter camping trip special time together. I see a leader in our household, an example for her younger siblings, a word of encouragement and a hug of true love when they need it. I see a spunky pre-teen singing and dancing around while she experiments in the kitchen, learning and practicing traditions, recipes and responsibility. I see a gorgeous teenager, helping others, falling in love, and a hurting heart. I see a twinkle in her eye and joy leaking from her skin as she walks, wearing a diamond on her left hand, and dreams in her heart.

Looking at you, my heart starts soaring and tears flood my eyes.

I don't have the words.

You are kind, loving, determined, sensitive, funny, mischievous, sweet and curious. You made me a Mama, and life will never be the same. I am so excited to watch you grow even more.

I love you, Addison Reid.

Mama